late blog!!! sowey!

Hey Readers,
Im Sorry to take ages to update my blog. Why took me such a long time to update? Well, Im very tired these days after coming back from work. Secondly, Im facing some internet connection failer. The line here always drop and its hard for me to load a page which take me hours. Thirdly, I will forget cos I was busying playing with neighbour kids. Neighbour Kids?? You heard that? Kids. Hahaha..i like kids. Once I played with them,surely I will forget things that I need to do.

When I count back the months after leaving capital town, my tears start to drop. I miss the laughter and fellowship. I miss the people over there. As I think back,my anger came back. I don’t know why as I thought that I’ve forgiven them but the things still inside me. I wish the thing wont bother me but it happen again in my office. How long shall I keep it. You like it if I keep on poyring out tears..? I’ve trying to chill up with life but the burden its on me. I know I tell it out loud but its always in me.

Don’t judged it look by its cover. Just like me. Don’t see me im a happy-go-lucky and smile always. I might be nice but hurt its in me. I try to let it go buy going to Lake with new friends. “hilang stress” konon lah..!

Im planning to come down to KL but my job wont allow me too. I have 3 project to be done. First, Mooncake festival decoration. Second, Raya Hamper Corner decoration. Last, Merdeka Hanging mobile display. Now Im the only person who is doing alone. Wish me he best, pals..! Currently run of budget too. Im having stress as my sister insisted me to but insurance. I don’t have enough to support myself using monthly salary,how can I buy that? I know its important to get on but its not a time yet. This thingy it’s a monthly commitment.

Sorry If I dint attend church for pass few months. I will go when time is right. I love try new things. I’ve try doing few things when I was in Kulim. I drank beer/alcohol once. Soon going to disco. Dress up like Gothic. I know it is wrong but never wrong of being trying once. I’ve smoked when I was 5. but now,I don’t. I just want to try. I think I’ve gone naughty and wild…hahaha..forget about it. Just mind our own business lah!!


Kkk, I hate to write lots of words…! Just ignored my grammar and spelling mistake. Im not perfect.

Bye!!