SAD!

This is the feeling so far in me. Im trying to change but people still see me im the same. I need to gain people trust back. I need time to change. I know that my age is getting older each year. I cant waste my time anymore. Im focusing my targets now. IM FOCUSING. dont disturb me. Stop reminding about my family. I know my weak points. Family,family,family....! sometime,im sick of but i dont know why my mother & father just leave me like that... MOM&DAD,where are you..? i miss you. (do i look i miss them?)

All i want to do is to FOCUS.