Im sick!!

Im sick yet no body knows. I woke up at 10.30am cos my head was too heavy to lifted up. I ate some breakfast.do some update for my PC. at 12.05pm,my head getting heavier then i feel very warm inside me. I know im going have fever. So,i went to sleep. Guess what..? I woke up at 4.30pm..oh shits,thats over sleep. as i woke up,i saw 1 sms,few missed call...what on heaven i didnt hear the rings..! Stomuch abit empty,cooked maggie mee for myself. then get calls that i cant go out. its ok,im fine with it. NO MORE GOING OUT for me!!! I feel like this picture below...:

funny..?

SAD!

This is the feeling so far in me. Im trying to change but people still see me im the same. I need to gain people trust back. I need time to change. I know that my age is getting older each year. I cant waste my time anymore. Im focusing my targets now. IM FOCUSING. dont disturb me. Stop reminding about my family. I know my weak points. Family,family,family....! sometime,im sick of but i dont know why my mother & father just leave me like that... MOM&DAD,where are you..? i miss you. (do i look i miss them?)

All i want to do is to FOCUS.

FYI..I'm NOT!!!

FYI,im not that kind of people you think of. If the dressing makes you feel,im so sorry to say. Im just liking to wear jeans & shirt. Simple dressing and yet comfortable. If you wanna see me dress like a girl? sure,no problem. I will wear dress during weddings. Lady formal code during Church when im on ushering. The rest,it depend on me.



This is the dress i wore during Jacklyn's wedding. I AM STILL A FEMALE. I want to have my own family too...

STOP THINKING THAT IM A TUUUUUUUTT.....!

gggrrrrkkkkk....!

IM STUPID!!

I didnt do any professional work. Stop saying i spoil the things!!

can i be stupid cos i dont want to be smart. too smart will make me cry too!!!

Hiding Place Lyric by New Life Worship

I found myself a hiding place
I found myself a secret space
In the shelter of Amighty's love
In the safety of the Saviour's arms

Chorus:
I will run to the hiding place
I will run to the hiding place
Draw me ever closer to look upon Your face
I will run to the hiding place

Verse2:
I found myself a hiding place
I found myself a secret space
In the refuge of the Father's care
In the cleansing blood of Jesus there

Chorus:
I will run to the hiding place
I will run to the hiding place
Draw me ever closer to look upon Your face
I will run to the hiding place

Bridge:
Though my fear may overwhelm me
And troubles, they surround
Though
The wind rise up to take me
My hiding place is already found

Verse3:
I found myself a hiding place
I found myself a secret space
In the shelter of Amighty's love
In the safety of the Saviour's arms

Oh, wanna lok upon Your face
I will run to the hiding place

Chorus